mood: ecstatic music: "Angel" Aerosmith

I'M GETTIN MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE PROPOSED TO ME YESTERDAY ON OUR 2 YR. ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!! :D

mood: tired music: "Shut Up" Black Eyed Peas

Well things are pretty decent. I really don't have any complaints, well maybe besides WORK! Froze my lil' ass off today! Ugh, Summertime I am draggin my ass back to school! So help me god! Hehe...

Well the weekend was pretty good. Friday nite I hung out with Woody, Tommy, and John. Just chilled and watched t.v. Saturday was nice. I just relaxed and then later on that nite went to John's Work Party at Snookers. I had a good time. Audrey and her hubby were there, and I mainly stuck with her. And John and her husband Mike eventually started talking!!! AHH!!! We were BOTH so psyched! Mike had held a grudge for quite awhile about something that John POSSIBLY said to someone, which in turn came back to Mike. Oh well. It's over now and Friday we are goin to Chaplins Comedy Club with them!! I'm really excited!! It's nice to get the chance to go out with other couples! Most of our friends are single, so sometimes I'm afraid they feel like they are the odd wheel! But they sure in hell are NOT to us! We love our friends dearly.

Speakin of that..I'm super excited for New Years Eve! A big group of us are bar hoppin in Ferndale!! Some of John's friends are comin home so I'll get to finally meet Chris!!! Chris is the hot gay male who has a very interesting personality. Him and John are complete GOOFS when they are in any kind of conversation with one another. But anyways, it's gonna be a great time! And now I'll finally have someone RIGHT by me to kiss at midnite! Ya know, thats pretty sad..this will be my 1st year. But hell, I'll make it damn good and  make up for all the unused kissy's along the years...

.....................................I'm off to dreamland.............................................

mood: horny music: "Tainted Love" Marilyn Manson

Well today I'm busy cleaning! And oh how I love to clean! John is playin paintball right now so this gives me a chance to have "me time".  :)    And that I must say is always greatly appreciated! 

Had a great weekend! Wish it wasn't over, but hell when do I NOT wish it wasn't!

mood: sick music: "Misunderstood" Better Than Ezra

Well we are finally moved in to our new place! :)   But of course now I'm sick! I feel like crap. I guess I could feel a LOT crappier but it still sucks! I left work earlier today due to the fact that I could barely breathe! :(    On a brighter note..Jen is comin home tomorrow... :D  I'm not sure if Ape is joinin her or not. I guess we shall see....

So yeah the move was a LOT of work, and we are still gettin things in order and everything. I can't wait to buy things for the walls and just decorating to our liking. It's already starting to feel like home. :)     John's been great, minus the obsessive cleaning that has taken over him!! GRR......   Anyways, yesterday I was super sick and he took care of me all day! Made me soup, got me pills, and even ran a bath for me! God do I love that guy! Every day I feel very lucky that I snagged such a great person.  And how did I do so!?!? Beats me! hehe....

So besides the move nothing else really goin on. Friday, Tommy, Steve, Lickavoli, Adam,and Jack came over. It was a nice time. We all just hung out and did just about nothing. Same with Saturday. Dont have a hell of a lot of money right now and what I do have and get I must save. I can do it.

:P

mood: working music: "Free Fallin" Tom Petty

It's almost 8:30am on Thursday and I'm just sittin here, yet again bored. This place needs to pick up a bit! I don't know how much more I can take! Well in other news...The Move is comin up! I think John and our dad's are moving some stuff tonite! Though I wish they would kind of wait for me..I do want to be involved and all. Oh well. I was tryin to pack yesterday and I did get most accomplished, I just got side-tracked a LOT! hehe...Lookin at my old diary's and yearbooks. God was I a weird kid! Hehe...Brings back memories thats for damn sure.

Well soon enough I'll be in our new place. Excitement and being Anxious are mostly what I'm feeling! At least I'm not goin through it alone!  :)

mood: anxious music: "Vertigo" U2

Well my life has been pretty exciting almost lately. Besides the usual working every day of my life, good things have been goin on!  John and I found a very nice apartment, and for a good price. It's a 2 bedroom 1.5 baths.. :D   It fits us perfectly! So the move-in date is this Friday! We are both VERY EXCITED for that day to come. I'll have to admit though, I am a bit sad that I'm leaving my home and my dad. But I'm gonna be here as much as possible and its about time I grow up. It'll take some time gettin used to but I dont think it'll be too much of a problem. It's not like I'm moving on my own, I do have John! 

So yeah, these past couple of wks, we have just been buyin things here and there. His parents are helping us out a lot which is awesome! And just yesterday my dad, as an Xmas gift, bought us our t.v.!!!! I was soo happy!!!!! So that is the one major thing out of the way. He is givin us the couch here, until we can afford something newer. But I'm not complaining, and plus it's a lil piece of home I can bring with me.. :)  I'll prolly end up gettin a nice slip cover for the couch, to make it look a bit better. Who knows....I just hope everything goes well!

So besides the big move, nothing much else is goin on! I did just about nothing all weekend, which is great! Hehe..and now here I am back to my hellish work week! :)

mood: bored music: "Sugar Sugar"

Well yet another BORING day of work! It's about quarter to 9 and I already just want to go home! I wish it would get SOMEWHAT busy here! DAMN!  And of course it doesnt help goin on only 3 hours of sleep. :(    But hell it was worth it! Had a great nite yesterday and I was just happy to be in company with my friends! :D   

Tonite Woody and I are goin to Olive Garden!! Mmm MMMmmmm......And then who knows what!?! I'm just really glad she's home. I miss her so damn much when she's gone. And now there is Audrey. She reminds me soo much of Woody...whether its obsession of shoes or hating bitches like moi! HAHA.....It's amazing how some girls can bond over the fact that they hate lil bitches! Oh well..I ain't complaining. It's nice to have a new face and someone else I can talk to and hang out with. I definately see long term with that unless her hubby gets in the way! But we'll take care of that if neccessary..hehe.

Alright well back to this hellhole till 5! UGH!

mood: happy music: "Bombs Over Bagdad" Outkast

Jen is comin home today!! YAYY!!! This is gonna be a good weekend! I can feel it! And after this LONG boring week I NEED one!

In other news..I got to drive Chris' 2004 Exploder today! OH my lord do I love that thing!! The pickup is great and it just is soo comfy!!! AH! I'll of course never be able to afford one of those, but hey it was great to get treated and be able to drive one for a lil while...Soon enough I'll be able to get an SUV like I REALLY want!

John and I are lookin for apartments..So hopefully we can find something nice, in btw. are works and cheap!

So wish us luck........

mood: pissed off

I HATE STUBBORN I KNOW EVERTHING ARROGANT ASSHOLES!  

mood: lazy music: "Pain" Jimmy Eat World

Well not too much goin on in my world. Last week was major HELL! But what else is new!?  Let's see..my car got hit on Thursday in my work parkin lot. That was great. Thankfully the guy was nice and came in and we exchanged info and his insurance company is payin for my car to get fixed! I was frustrated all week mainly just from work. I got in a total of 50 hours and I have to say I'm mighty proud of myself. :)

Friday was kind of sad for me. It was Corey's last day of work and I'm gonna miss him. We have become really good friends over this past year. And I think we bonded more during that last week..Which made it a LOT harder for me to see him go. But we are keepin in touch so thats cool. I made a vow to get my ass down to Florida sometime and see him! Of course that is when Florida fixes itself and is actually a nice state to visit! So Friday I was pissed off at John most of the day for something he did....But eventually we worked it out. He took me out to Olive Garden and I got some chicken alfredo..MMMM.....MMMMMM.............We came home and he went to band practice. I actually passed out around 10:30.....Yeah kind of early on a Friday but damn was I tired!!!

Saturday wasn't too bad. I went in to work for a couple hours and ran some errands. Finally got my ass in the tanning bed!!! It feels soo good..I hate being pale!!!!!!   Afterwards John and I went to his parents for lunch and just bullshitted. His ma was raggin on him most of the time so he wasnt very happy. But I however was in nice company with his dad...We left later on and lounged until I got my lazy ass in the shower and we went off to the movies...We met up with Audrey, who by the way is such a nice girl!!! Awesome to talk to...Who knows what'll happen, maybe we can become friends!?! So the 3 of us saw "The Grudge" HOLY SHIT! That was a SCARY ass movie!! From start to finish!!!! OF COURSE however we got stuck in back of a group of teen girls...black and white.  From the start ALL they did was TALK and LAUGH and not QUIETLY!!!! They were pissing off EVERYONE in the theater!! I could barely concentrate on the movie half the time!! Some guy actually yelled back to be quiet and then all of a sudden some wigger bitch who wasnt even with the girls yells back.."Why dont u shut the fuck up before i slap you in the face"...GIVE ME A FUCKIN BREAK LADY!!! FOR ONE YOUR WHITE! AND 2 HE WASNT EVEN TALKIN TO HOAR ASS!!!!!! I was soooooo pissed off!!!!!Then all of a sudden some of their guy friends join them and they arent any better!!! Well someone eventually decided to get someone and this theater worker talked to them and told them to be quiet or they would be kicked out! Ok they were quiet for maybe 5 minutes..and then when some really scary parts happened they SCREAMED and VERY obnoxiously! UGH!!!!!!!!!!   So to sum that up..a lot of people bitched at the end of the movie to the workers there. John did too and the 3 of us got free movie passes!!! So at least we got SOMETHING out of that!!!!

Got home around 1:30 or so....and went to bed....Today has just been a LOUNGING day! And I'm loving it!  Then tomorrow the wonderful work week starts all over again!

JOY!